valeundecim → cursemercy

now residing at the domain as well

{previous urls also include caswantsthedean, halokink, thylastiel, mycoy, pumpkink, and valeundecim}

hey friends I'm on a semi hiatus during the weekday and here's why

evgeni plushenko and david bowie are my lords and saviors

reading: the things we carried by tim o'brien

listening to: miss saigon

“I will wade out till my thighs are steeped in burning flowers. I will take the sun in my mouth and leap into the ripe air, alive, with closed eyes.”

E.E. Cummings (via graveyarddirt)

"We are not the same. But we are, somehow, one."

The universe is big. It’s vast and complicated and ridiculous. And sometimes, very rarely, impossible things just happen and we call them miracles.



im home alone. this would be a great time to whip out my

massive bible. there’s nothing quite like reading the word of our lord and savior without anyone around to distract you. amen


Cut a chrysalis open, and you will find a rotting caterpillar. What you will never find is that mythical creature, half caterpillar, half butterfly, a fit emblem of the human soul, for those whose cast of mind leads them to seek such emblems. No, the process of transformation consists almost entirely of decay.

—Pat Barker, Regeneration

 ”her heart was so cold that she could hold ice in her mouth and it would never melt.” - deathless, catherynne m. valente


february 21

the sunset after the grayest of days